There has been nothing easy about my walk with God. I have been born again for over 30 years, but it’s only been the last year that I didn’t wake up in the morning and tell the Lord I did not want to live through the day.
I discovered Graham through a message he delivered at Bethel Church in Redding, California. What he said became a turning point in my life on so many levels. I then discovered his website and have purchased almost every mp3 available and many of his books. The revelations I’ve received have given me the ability to step into a new place with God.
There is too much to tell so I will condense my story for the sake of space. I lived in physical and emotional torment before and after I accepted Jesus as Savior. There were times I could not bear to be touched. The doctors had no idea why I had such pain. I was on medication to help me cope. A year or so after I got saved horrendous fear and anxiety crashed in on my life to such an extent that at times I would lay on my bed and pray desperately for the Lord to keep me from going insane. Sometimes I could not eat. I told few people about my situation and only left home when necessary.
My only reprieve was sleep. I would wake up some nights hallucinating and other nights feeling like I was dying. This has carried on to varying degrees for the past 29 years. Graham’s teachings have given me a whole new way of thinking and walking with God. I’m still dealing with all this stuff, but it’s not as intense as it was years ago. I have hope for a future that is so much bigger than I could have imagined. I am grateful beyond words for what I have learned.
Thank you for saving my life.
Thank you for your honesty and vulnerability. So many people deal with debilitating pain, not to mention anxiety.
Knowing that my messages have touched your heart and been a lifeline for you means the world to me.
I pray the Lord continues to lift you out of this circumstance and that He floods you with His love and healing.