There has been nothing easy about my walk with God. I have been born again for over 30 years, but it’s only been the last year that I didn’t wake up in the morning and tell the Lord I did not want to live through the day.
I discovered Graham through a message he delivered at Bethel Church in Redding, California. What he said became a turning point in my life on so many levels. I then discovered his website and have purchased almost every mp3 available and many of his books. The revelations I’ve received have given me the ability to step into a new place with God.
There is too much to tell so I will condense my story for the sake of space. I lived in physical and emotional torment before and after I accepted Jesus as Savior. There were times I could not bear to be touched. The doctors had no idea why I had such pain. I was on medication to help me cope. A year or so after I got saved horrendous fear and anxiety crashed in on my life to such an extent that at times I would lay on my bed and pray desperately for the Lord to keep me from going insane. Sometimes I could not eat. I told few people about my situation and only left home when necessary.
My only reprieve was sleep. I would wake up some nights hallucinating and other nights feeling like I was dying. This has carried on to varying degrees for the past 29 years. Graham’s teachings have given me a whole new way of thinking and walking with God. I’m still dealing with all this stuff, but it’s not as intense as it was years ago. I have hope for a future that is so much bigger than I could have imagined. I am grateful beyond words for what I have learned.
Thank you for saving my life.
– Catherine
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Catherine,
Thank you for your honesty and vulnerability. So many people deal with debilitating pain, not to mention anxiety.
Knowing that my messages have touched your heart and been a lifeline for you means the world to me.
I pray the Lord continues to lift you out of this circumstance and that He floods you with His love and healing.
